Life after a Broken Engagement
Translator: Z
Editor: Xia
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Chapter 10 (NSFW)
“I’m really sorry, I never imagined that my eldest sister, who had just arrived, would be so lively.”
“No, I’m fine. Besides, I was able to hear a lot about my mother.”
“Thank you, Runa. Jeez, I thought that the groom would be the one to carry the bride on the day of the wedding. And I was so excited about it too.”
His Highness Willacliff’s words made my heart skip a beat.
That was right. Tonight would be our first night as a married couple. On the sofa where I usually read a book before I slept sat not only me, but His Highness as well, both of us having just finished bathing and donning our night wear. I would be sharing my bed, which I usually slept alone in, with His Highness tonight.
That meant it would naturally lead to that, if I wasn’t mistaken. I had been prepared in advance, but when I thought about doing it, I felt like an adventurer stepping foot into unknown territory.
Before I got engaged with His Highness Willacliff, I was already taking the education for the crown consort, but I found out that sex education wasn’t included in my lessons only after I became the crown consort.
It was only natural to be given that kind of education; even I knew that. Nevertheless, I didn’t hear anything from Professor Reedbell, let alone from Mary Anne.
It wasn’t like I wanted to know about it. It’s just that it made me nervous just thinking about what would happen if His Highness felt irked or discontented. It made me nervous that I had to do something that I hadn’t learned, prior to the actual day that I needed to do it. I wanted to avoid it as much as possible.
That was why I relied on Kilt on that matter. Kilt seemed like the type to be alright answering questions about these types of things, and as the crown consort, the only person who I could think of who I’d able to have this conversation with was him. As such, it was best to consult with Kilt, who’s husband was a guard, but when I first moved to the palace, I didn’t know that Kilt was married to someone of the same sex. I remembered him being quite troubled when I asked.
And even if I wanted to know about it for myself, it felt really embarrassing to be the one to ask. It took quite a while to work up the courage to ask. Because of that, it was only at the last minute that I was finally able to ask about it, seven days before the wedding.
“Ahh, that’s because His Highness ordered for you to not have any sexual education.”
“…Eh?”
“That’s like hands on training. His Highness would never forgive anyone who touched Sir Ernis’ s skin.”
“Because of that, I’m the only one helping out during your bathing, but from now on, I will continue to take good care of you!” Kilt said as he tapped his chest.
Was that it? So the lessons for the marital act were like that. I didn’t know what I needed to do, but if it was related to being touched and showing my skin, then I wasn’t confident that I would be able to do it.
“In any case, it’s always better for the receiver to prepare beforehand.”
“Prepare beforehand?”
“Oh, I get it. It seems like you haven’t been informed about that. What should we do about this?”
Kilt looked unusually troubled. Perhaps there was a very important preparation that needed to be done. That meant that I, who didn’t know that level of information, might not turn out to be a good partner for His Highness.
Ah, this wasn’t good. Just thinking about various things was making me feel more anxious.
“I’ll inform His Highness about this, alright? Yes, it’s alright, this type of subject is very delicate, so I’ll explain it the best that I can.”
Kilt, who laughed wholeheartedly, seemed to have successfully persuaded His Highness, as the next evening, before he drew the bath he brought an important tool that was unfamiliar to me.
“…This is?”
“To put it simply, it is a tool that can clean your insides.”
“My insides?”
“…Maybe you weren’t informed about that either?”
“…”
“Ahh! No, I think that it’s only natural for Sir Ernis not to know! Hmm, yes, it’s alright, I will teach you about that as well.”
After that, the subject that I learned from Kilt was an unfamiliar action that was completely outside of my expectations. It was hard to imagine even when described. In the first place, seeing how little I knew about even the things that men and women do, there was no way that I would know how it happened between men.
Nevertheless, it was better to learn in advance than to not know anything at all. That was what I thought, at least, but I was told that His Highness himself would be the one to teach me about it in more detail, so eventually Kilt just instructed me on the things that I needed to do for the advance preparation.
There was a big difference between listening and actually doing it, and the day I tried to prepare for the first time, I wasn’t able to finish completely.
Surely, that kind of thing being plugged in, and something thicker than water being put in a place like that…I couldn’t do it. A mixture of fear and embarrassment made my body tremble at just the thought of it.
Nevertheless, if I was told that I wouldn’t be able to proceed to the next step if I didn’t finish then, all I could do was prepare myself.
I really thought that Kilt was able to patiently teach me what I needed to know, even if I was about to cry from embarrassment. When I managed to take a certain amount of the cleaning, I was told, “This is usually something maids are supposed to do.” Hearing that made me feel overwhelmed.
For a woman to be the one that was supposed to help me out with this…I wouldn’t be able to endure such a thing in my lifetime. I’m so glad to have Kilt with me, was what I thought during that time.
“Runa, that face you’re making, does that mean that you’re nervous?”
His Highness’s voice brought me back to reality. Oh no, I just remembered that the advance preparations were about to begin. It would be tonight while bathing; I could tell from how everything was carefully prepared more than usual.
“…Your Highness.”
“Ah, I didn’t say it to tease you. Runa is just so adorable that I just can’t help it.”
His Highness touched my cheek, but it felt a little hotter than usual. I glanced at him thinking that maybe he too felt nervous, but what greeted me was…his strongly glowing green eyes that I had never seen so bright before.
“It is finally that day. Dear Runa, let us have a wonderful honeymoon tonight.”
His Highness’s voice felt a little warmer than usual, and my body that felt it started to tremble a little.
Even though I asked Kilt about it beforehand, as I thought, there was a huge difference from actually experiencing it. In the first place, even though I was His Highness’ partner, I still felt a great sense of resistance being seen down there.
And it wasn’t only being seen. Who would’ve thought that I would be touched by His Highness’s fingers…
On top of that, his fingers gently stroked and rubbed me. Moreover, when I realized that his fingers started entering inside, all I could do was bury my face in the pillow and endure the embarrassment I felt.
After all of that, I honestly didn’t know what was going on. After the first finger, it already seemed like I had reached the limit of my embarrassment. I was shown a dildo, but my head was already feeling a bit fuzzy, making it hard to understand what was going on.
“Runa, don’t be scared. I won’t harm you.”
“Fu…mph, …nh,uhh…”
“That’s it, relax…Good boy, the second dildo was able to enter smoothly.”
While he spoke to me, that hard thing was entering and exiting. I bit my lip as I felt it rubbing inside me.
There were six types of dildos that were shown to His Highness, some as thick as a finger and some so thick that they were scary. They were put in order from the thinnest first so that I could get used to it. I’m sure this was what Kilt was telling me.
…It’s true that I can’t have just anyone do this, absolutely impossible….
Because my partner was His Highness, it was barely bearable, but that didn’t make it any less mortifying. My fingers still clenching the sheets, I desperately clamped my lips together to not let out any weird voices.
In the first place, this position was already shameful, lying down and sticking out your hips. What’s more, showing His Highness something like this while spreading my legs wide…if His Highness didn’t tell me that this would be the most comfortable position, then there was no doubt that I might’ve ran away from embarrassment.
…No, this was much better than lying on your back where your face would be seen.
“Then, I’ll move it a little.”
“Haaa…aah—”
A substance that felt a little cold flowed down between my buttocks, making my voice leak out unintentionally.
The slimy liquid that was used during the preparation was different from the one being used now, which had a sweet scent to it. I was told that this substance would help with any pain I felt.
It did seem like the friction was reduced, but I couldn’t help but hear the wet noises it produced every time the dildo moved.
“Uuh…, fuuh…, fuu…hh—”
“Yes, just like that…ah, it looks like it’s getting softer.”
“Mph, uhh…”
“Let’s try putting it a little deeper.”
“Nnmphh…”
As I heard more squishing noises, the feeling of pressure inside me increased. Without thinking, I tensed up, but His Highness gently stroked me on the hips, and with his help I was able to slowly relax. His Highness also taught me that at first it was always better to relax and avoid tensing up.
“…Alright, let’s stop here for tonight. It would be hard to get used to it so suddenly.”
Ahh…I could tell that the object was slowly being pulled out. I could feel it as it slowly rubbed my insides, as if it were encouraging me to excrete…
“…mph!”
Finally, when the dildo came out, it made another squelching sound, and a chilling, mysterious sensation numbed my spine.
“It’s alright, it’s a little red there but there’s no wound.”
“Fwah…hh~”
His fingers stroked such an outrageous place inside of me once again, and without realizing it, I let out my voice. It came out louder than I expected, and I hurriedly pressed my mouth against my pillow.
“Fufu, there’s no need to be embarrassed. Rather, it’s a lovely voice, so I’d like to hear more.”
What was he saying while stroking me there…!
I didn’t want to let out such a shameful voice, so to tell him the feeling of not wanting to be touched in such a place anymore, I shook my head many times and buried my face in the pillow.
“This is just the beginning. I’m looking forward to what’s to come.”
When I heard His Highness’s happy yet wicked voice, I was too distracted to respond and just let it slide.
Apologies for the delay on this chapter. Unfortuantely, some irl stuff got in the way. Anyway, more to come.
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